Sighing for my cousin who passed away at a young age……

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This post was last edited by shu8088 on 2012-12-21 at 18:24. You left without looking back, leaving us with endless pain… You’re gone; you’ve left forever. After you left, I collapsed less than 10 meters away from your building’s entrance, and I never woke up again… Just 10 meters – yet it seemed like a distance too great to ever return to your warm home! Fuchang, the old street, the old bank of that ancient river channel – it’s still that sad old house. With solemn expressions on our faces and steps that felt incredibly heavy, we entered that old house that we were so familiar with, feeling anxious. People filled with sorrow welcomed us with quiet and solemn expressions. The scene from 21 years ago comes back to mind; the same circumstances, the same pain, just as heart-wrenching as before. Why? Why did the devil take your boss’s life 21 years ago, and now take your soul as well? Why is God so unfair? Didn’t you say to start well and end well? Why can’t you let such kind and generous good people have a peaceful end? Oh God, what have you done to us? On December 14, 21 years ago, your elder brother passed away suddenly, at the age of just 28! Now that you are 45 years old, why did you follow him on December 16th, 21 years later? Is it because he misses you too much, or is it because you can’t stop worrying about him? You left this world in such a pitiful way, falling without any cries or struggles, leaving no words of explanation for your family and friends. How can your family face life going forward? Your once bright smile left behind only pain, sorrow, and sighs in this world… These past couple of days, whenever I close my eyes, I see your smiling face ； These past two days, every time I see those confident photos of you in front of your funeral hall, it breaks my heart ； These past two days, whenever I see you lying still in the funeral hall, my heart is filled with endless pain and sorrow ； …… Perhaps you are happy; with the support of 136 Mahajun generals, you have gone to another paradise. I don’t know whether I should pray for the paradise you’re going to, or curse the ancestors who invented those 136 Mahajun generals! I don’t know… In this ancient town by the small river, there isn’t anyone you don’t know, nor is there anyone who doesn’t know you. You’ve always been in this town to bid farewell to those who pass away, but now, the elders here sigh for you: those who should leave remain, while those who shouldn’t leave have done so… At 45, it shouldn’t be a time when you only think of yourself. You still have children who haven’t started their own families, a mother who needs your support, and an entire family that relies on you. In this world full of sunshine, isn’t there anything worth remembering and holding onto? You left, leaving behind your wife, children, and elderly mother; you went away heartlessly! How can you bear to see your loved ones in such agony? You left, ignoring your friends and colleagues, taking your General Ma with you and walking away without looking back, so resolutely… You left without even saying a word, without bidding us farewell; you didn’t even give us a chance to say goodbye. What do you think we are? ! With the elders above, how can you ask her to give them up? You unfilial son who have left this world – how can you expect her to be able to live out her days in peace? From now on, your heartlessness will prevent us from seeing each other again ； From now on, we will never be able to hold your warm, hot hands again ； From now on, we can only recall in our minds those childlike smiles of yours from various moments… May you rest in peace forever in the other world! May your spirit in heaven bless your family and friends! Let each of us cherish every day, every month, and every year of our lives! Let us bid you farewell with deep sorrow; may you have a good journey ahead! Let us bless your family with our best wishes, may they live in peace for always! Let us carry within us endless sorrow……