I don’t know when it started

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The last edit to this post was made by 3983596_FPPZ on 2018-11-5 at 10:44. I don’t know when it started, but thoughts that had lingered in my mind for a long time suddenly came out without any hesitation. I don’t know when it began either, but even those fake TV dramas, which I used to dismiss with a mocking smile, have become something that touches me deeply； I don’t know when it started, but I came to see the competitive nature of that world of self-interest, and felt that I was no longer lost in it ； I don’t know when it started, but the once mischievous and annoying child suddenly became sweet and endearing ； I don’t know when it started, but my parents, who I always assumed to be strong, have become so old and fragile ； I don’t know when it started, but people no longer turn a blind eye to the injustices in society and instead act with such integrity ； I don’t know when it started, but I no longer dare to voice my many complaints about ** out loud against my will, even though I love my country more than anyone else ； I don’t know when it started, but the wife, who used to be something taken for granted every day, became someone extremely close and indispensable. I don’t know when it started either, but I began to feel deep gratitude and affection for the relatives and friends who were once ignored by me ； I don’t know when it started, but I became moved by scenes that I used to overlook every day, and before I knew it, tears welled up in my eyes. Have I really—grown old!