This is truly life
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From 2011 to 2012, I worked as a project supervisor for almost two years; I thought about starting a family and seeking stability. I switched to the machinery manufacturing industry, and another two years passed in a boring and monotonous routine. I earned some money from Weibo, suffered from severe social anxiety, and somehow, against all reason, I entered the stock market in October 2015 – it was truly a nightmare in my life. I quit my job, and spent two years in a daze, wasting the seven years of my youth on the stock market. Many times I felt like I couldn’t go on any longer, but thinking of my parents made me feel extremely guilty. After the dream of getting rich in the stock market shattered, I really had nothing left – no job, no work experience, and severe social anxiety; it was all gone. I spent 16 years dedicating all my time to preparing for the First-Class Constructor exam. After the exams in September, I checked the reference answers that were circulating online regarding the regulations; I could only pray for success – I really had no confidence at all. Next, I waited for the results while also trying to send out some resumes, but it was as if they disappeared without a trace – no response at all. In December, the results for the constructor exam were released, and I passed all four subjects with high scores. Tragically, Document No. 86 came again; after the joy that followed the uncertainty, all that remained was emptiness and disappointment. The Spring Festival is approaching again, and I still haven’t received any responses regarding job applications. I also thought to myself that I should go home and spend the Spring Festival peacefully with my parents, but who knows how I can actually spend that festival in peace. During working hours; I’ll continue when I have time
During those most desperate times, I listened to Pu Shu’s song \"An Ordinary Road\" over and over again; all I could feel was the urge to cry. I ruined everything in my life; all I wanted was to leave forever. I fell into utter darkness, unable to struggle my way out. I was like you, like him, like those wild grasses and flowers – filled with despair, yet also longing, crying, laughing, living an ordinary life. The Spring Festival passed without any sense of joy, and it caused a lot of trouble for my parents. The seventh day had passed, and I sent resumes to many companies again. Until the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, I received calls from some companies, but after that there was no further response. The leader has time to write in the evening
Hope is written down consecutively. To be continued. . .
This accumulated life experience is also a form of wealth; keep it up, OP!
Hope is written down consecutively. To be continued. . .
To find out what happens next, please stay tuned for the next episode. :lol
Life is fucking awful. . . . A man has to hold on
Life is like being raped. If one can’t resist, there’s nothing but to endure in silence! ~